April 2012
54 posts
Megan.
I am so sorry, I never meant this to happen. I stuffed it all up when we were meant to be a team. You deserve a better friend than me. I totally regret what I just told then. It’s going to ruin everything. I hope you’ll forgive me because I don’t know how to do this without you.
I'll ring you tomorrow. Your beautiful the way you are and I never want you to go through what I'm going through. Your such a happy person but this whole not eating thing will probably mess you up. It messed me up. You used yo love eating and I think that's good and I would love you the same whether your fat or skinny but I just really need to talk to you because something bad happened to do with you and me and mum and dad.
I need to talk to you but I dont know how. This chat things confusing
Megan?
I don’t even want to live anymore. I don’t know what to do. My mum makes jokes about me things to do with my anorexia and it hurts so bad normally I try to hide it but today I just broke. I hate myself because they’ve made me so fat. Because I’m so ugly. And I’m so selfish. My sisters lives would be so much simpler without me. I can’t stop cutting myself...
Its my fault.
You wonder why I'm insecure? Because there are...
I love tumblr, I can be myself whether I’m so depressed I wouldn’t care of I died or whether I’m actually happy. For the first time in ages I had a thought maybe I will be free to do what I want when my best friend posted a how we need to run away from people like the team bossing us around. From stupid bitches calling my best friend fat. And I felt sort of genuinely happy...
When you sit, speak, laugh, look, smile, live,...
Then you can judge me.
I am 14years old and I was properly diagnosed with anorexia in janurary by the child adolescant mental health people. I hate them so much. At the start my mum was trying to get me to eat because she hated the idea of me going to the hospital so especially because it’s two hours drive from where we live. But I refused to eat. I thought i was to fat still had more weight to lose I still think...
